Shiva Trilogy Audiobook Mp3 Free Free 15
Shiva Trilogy Audiobook Mp3 Free 15
remember when the beatles were still in their teens? they always had girls hanging all over them, and once they were in the army, they tried their best to keep their skirts clean and skirts up. but they werent really thinking about the girls when they were doing all that rock-and-roll stuff. they were thinking about their music and their playing. when the beatles began, their music was like a weapon they were using to keep their freedom; when they were deported from england to america, they were still using that weapon. but then they lost it. they began to think that girls were just a little tramp, something to do with your free time, a thing to do with the guitar.
to make the transition to a new, real, and human life. the drug of choice was always a little bit of ecstasy, and the one we still offer most of the time, of course. but it wasnt like that at all. he just stepped off the peak, like a dog leaping from a roof to the ground, falling, getting up, and running faster than he ever had before, the world spread out and open, and he ran right into it, right into the middle of that virgin prairie where everything was a brand new and inviolate adventure, he knew he would be hurt, he knew he would be killed, but it didnt matter, he was alive again and he could run forever. then came the awareness that the drug was running out, but he wasnt ready to die, so he set up his own little drug factory, a little house on the east side of manhattan, where he produced the high they would call the ‚i love you‘ that was the first step toward the re-entry into the real world. he didnt know if it worked or not, but it certainly worked for him. he had no illusions about himself, he knew he was a fraud, and a joke, and he would have died of shame if he hadnt been able to smile at himself, as he did, for the first time in years. so he got together with a few other pals who had had similar experiences, and formed the society, the society of the friends of the new individual, the society of the wayward and the innocent, the society of the free to be a person. he told them that he was a fraud and a joke, and they agreed with him, but he couldnt stand to give up the high he was creating, and they couldnt stand the greed they were giving him. so, he created himself a new identity, a new society, and his society had a new name, the grail society, and it was organized according to that formula: grail group.